I think I'm going crazy...I want to cry. I don't know what to say...
My friend informed me that she didn't find anyone to mentor my Komsel friend in Champion Gathering. It's breaking me down. All this day I just want to cry.

As a Komsel leader I want to give my time to be her mentor. But....Yesterday was my Father Birthday. I am going to go home to celebrate his birthday. Beside, this sunday I have to teach in Chracter Building Class. But in the other hand I am afraid that I will make a mistake if I don't mentor my Komsel friend. There are so many person will be disappointed.

I don't know...My family is so important to me. The Character Building class too...My komsel friend too...What should I do..I'm just hoping  my Lord will send me a helper...A helper who will give her time to mentor my friend...It's so complicated.

God help me please,..Help me please....Please, help me Lord....